Shit Tons to Do
Ok, so I have loads of things to do in the next week or so. Ridiculous amounts. Many pages to write and read in all classes. That's the bulk of it. A presentation. A wedding to prepare for. Workwork, advisor appointment, registration...
And of COURSE I choose the same time to think about my future and what to do and the fact that I feel like I've wasted my college time not doing things I want to do and need to do and should have got involved in.
And of COURSE it is also now when I am motivated to start doing some of those things, such as writing and writing and I can't do all the writing in the time because I know I have to do work.
But I think I need to make plans or at least plan for plans. I do this periodically and then it takes forever to follow through with anything necessary. And the motivation dwindles soon after.
I think maybe that's just me-I dabble here and there and never stick with anything long enough to get deeply involved. I do a lot of little things.
That's not good with the impending concern of not having health insurance.
Ahh so much to think about! What if I redo my room as I'm beginning and then I move out soon after? What a waste of meness and time and money? ...
And of COURSE I choose the same time to think about my future and what to do and the fact that I feel like I've wasted my college time not doing things I want to do and need to do and should have got involved in.
And of COURSE it is also now when I am motivated to start doing some of those things, such as writing and writing and I can't do all the writing in the time because I know I have to do work.
But I think I need to make plans or at least plan for plans. I do this periodically and then it takes forever to follow through with anything necessary. And the motivation dwindles soon after.
I think maybe that's just me-I dabble here and there and never stick with anything long enough to get deeply involved. I do a lot of little things.
That's not good with the impending concern of not having health insurance.
Ahh so much to think about! What if I redo my room as I'm beginning and then I move out soon after? What a waste of meness and time and money? ...