Balls and Cox
So I haven't updated in a while. And I will now simply because I'm happy. The weather is lovely-though it could stand to be cooler for good and not have these 80 degree days mixed in.
The trees and sky are beautiful! I don't feel like such an ass when I snap a few pictures while walking back from class. With my new supercool digital camera.
I'm 22-been for almost a week. I used to not want to be-it was scary. But I feel ready now. To be mature, an adult, to move on. Ready to graduate and get a job. It feels right.
I have work to be doing but the stress usually goes away and opens up into a blissful sort of thing. I like feeling involved, a part of things, to understand. School-wise I'm talking. I am involved-I got a mini-job, I got an A on my first paper that I worked my tush off on.
And I'm understanding people and situations more too. Although I don't think I will ever have complete peace, I think it's ok that way. I think life would be boring if there were peace. If I understood it all. I am now in this position, like Angie said in Stone Butch Blues, "It's strange. It's like being on the other side of the looking glass." I'm learning what it was like on the other side. And I can just hope that this will help me out some way, allow us to grow and understand.
Understanding is a good thing, eh?
Things are good, things are happy, I am happy. I'm in a place I haven't been in it seems so long. And maybe I've never been here because of course there are differences...
But yeah
Vote Balls and Cox '06
The trees and sky are beautiful! I don't feel like such an ass when I snap a few pictures while walking back from class. With my new supercool digital camera.
I'm 22-been for almost a week. I used to not want to be-it was scary. But I feel ready now. To be mature, an adult, to move on. Ready to graduate and get a job. It feels right.
I have work to be doing but the stress usually goes away and opens up into a blissful sort of thing. I like feeling involved, a part of things, to understand. School-wise I'm talking. I am involved-I got a mini-job, I got an A on my first paper that I worked my tush off on.
And I'm understanding people and situations more too. Although I don't think I will ever have complete peace, I think it's ok that way. I think life would be boring if there were peace. If I understood it all. I am now in this position, like Angie said in Stone Butch Blues, "It's strange. It's like being on the other side of the looking glass." I'm learning what it was like on the other side. And I can just hope that this will help me out some way, allow us to grow and understand.
Understanding is a good thing, eh?
Things are good, things are happy, I am happy. I'm in a place I haven't been in it seems so long. And maybe I've never been here because of course there are differences...
But yeah
Vote Balls and Cox '06