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so when was the last time iwrote in here? who knows but i do know that absolutly no one will comment! YAYY i got friends. well im sick of everything and everyone i jsut wanna crawl unto a hole and live there for a while. theres been so much drama lately and i feel like its me. amd i really that much of a bitch? i get drunk and tell people shit that i know my best friend wouldnt want me telling, i bitch at people for no reason when they didnt even do anything wrong and i ditch people and never answer my phone. ive realyl been trying and i thougth i was gettting better but i feel like this huge bitch towards everyone. i just dont wanna tlka anymore i dont wanna sound like a bitter miserable person. ive currently lost a good friend and fought with.. i think 3 of them. i never fight! whats wrong with me! my mom thinks im a fat bitch cuz ive been on my pills for too long. i cant stand when people are mad at me or just dont like me at all i duno what to do! its killing me. im cool with everyone i fought with.... just about but it kills me to lose friends.... kinda like that time i made pretty much the same mistake and they couldnt even look at me the same anymore i feel like this horrible friend who can never do anything right well fuck u all