To the world ( Read more... )

Dear ladies of the world ( Read more... )

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I took today off from work so I went to Enchanted Moments.  I was looking for Raheem but nothing caught my eye... well... i found some pretty stones... and this necklace that could have some possibilites... it was a large flat black chunk.... but shiny. I also found a lovely ring... with an emerald stone in it... so fucking pretty.  it was elegant ( Read more... )

You are still here.

You haven't left. I keep finding your hair all over even as of late.... it's so cool. 

 
Here's thinking of you....

prostitution:

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1133511/

sex abuse:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antwone_Fisher_(film)

Raheem and I always get pissed when there's horror with nudity or any kind of misogyny. The other day I went thru my collection.... and to my surprise, I discovered while a lot of which i have comes from the "exploitation years" (70's & 80's), I realized that the best titles in horror don't have any nudity....

The Shining
Aliens 1-4
Predator
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even if  things are fucked up. even if she is distant from me, i can't express how lovely it makes me feel when she calls me "sweetie" or "honey" or anything along those lines ( Read more... )

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i can't imagine my life without her. it can't end like this. it's not supposed to. for once in my life, can't i have at least one happy ending? i don't want to live the rest of my life without her. she's my other half. she is my life. she makes me go round. this entry won't do her justice; i'll just borrow what she told me:

"Living without you isn ( Read more... )