this morning I woke up as I am known. the college kid struggling to find a reason how wanting to doodle for a living will make her money in the end. still calculating ( Read more... )

I always detested the prompt of describing yourself in a few adjectives. I feel this is the first Ive really been able to answer the question. I love that I am observant. I am analytical. I find these qualities to be profound, however this adjective may only be applied to myself through association of the first. I am conceptual.. however, naive. I ( Read more... )

Ive been so terribly conflicted. picking the right school was half the battle; now I have to pick the next fork in my life, and with every narrower path, the more scared I am of picking the wrong way ( Read more... )

it doesnt get much more beautiful than this ( Read more... )

this userpic is LONG overdue.

oh, life? up and down. always moving forward though.
I guess I can update this sometime soon.

MODEST MOUSE IN 3 DAYS !!!!!!!!!!

lol.
of course I would be summoned for jury duty after only having been registered to vote for a few months.
the sad part is it feels exciting - I'm taking government and law and I want to put what I've learned into action!!

I haven't written here in a long time, and I don't know what's bringing me to do it now. I feel gross and sick .. my throat feels so awkward, like it hurts but not really, feels swollen .. could be strep .. could be. I got an impulse to exercise, so I did some situps, and I felt sick after that. I need to lose weight .. get that flat stomach. I ( Read more... )

work has defined my summer, and I'm okay with that. most of the time. my hours have been too short lately and they bother me .. working 7-2 on sundays leaves me so tired that I could literally pass in and out of consciousness .. not even my phone would wake me, which is rare. so that will be my tomorrow ( Read more... )

life is terriibblleee.

I have to say, one of my favourite aspects of life is how sometimes you get a little bit of foreshadowing of what will happen later that day, that week, or so on, even when it's from one little event ( Read more... )