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9:30. I should be leaving for work. First, I'd like to get a few thoughts down. I had a great night. Not as amazing as my sarcastic away message would have you believe. None the less a very memorable night. I'm scared for this upcoming vacation. I was very excited about it till a few days ago. Now I worry. I miss when I could spray hawaiian ginger on my pillow, throw on a warm place, and lay there with the biggest smile on my face till i drifted away to a warm euphoria. Maybe I'll have that again some day. More importantly I miss my friend, i miss the girl who knows me best. I miss sami. I've got to get out of this place. I've got great friends and have a great time. None the less I need to get out of here. I need to get away from things a little. Shouldn't be worried I guess. I be going to BU, Cornell, or even a SUNY in a year or so. I'm even later now. I think I'll more frequent this forum. Seems to bring things to the surface.