letter to myself
Dear Self:
Newsflash: You're a bit of an idiot. I don't know if you knew that but for some reason today's the day I decided to tell you that. So what the hell? What's the point in telling you this? well maybe you should fucking wake up and smell the god damn coffee for christs sake. Just a thought.
Also, you should stop being so self absorbed. Yep, probably a good idea. Quit thinking of only yourself because seriously no one gives a damn. Why would they? They only think of themselves anyway. And even if you started talking about yourself well they wouldn't really listen. So why don't you just sit there and take it all in. Huh!?
Another thing. Stop caring about people because seriously no one wants you to and its basically just a waste of time and energy.. might as well just be lonely and alone because well that's probably better than getting hurt everyday day by someone with that power to do that to you. What's the point? Again you're an idiot. For caring about anyone and anything.
Frankly, I'm pissed off at you. You have no motivation. No ambition and your basically just a failure in everyone's eyes except your own. You're blinded. You don't look at yourself the way that others do. They see you for what you really are. A pathetic piece of shit. So again wake up and take a good hard look in the mirror and see what it is that everyone around you can see.
Sincerely,
Your concious.