to be perfectly honest
Alright some truth then if that's what youre looking for.
I feel like a bag of shit. It feels like everything I've ever done has had some sort of ulterior motive or something. I don't know if that's really true or not but hey whatever I guess.. I don't know I'm trying to figure it all out I guess... I'm trying to be happy with myself and get my act together and figure out what the heck I want to do with myself. I'm trying not to think constantly about the negative side of things and instead trying to think of the positive.
I'm messed up I guess. And I've fucked everything up but hey that's life I guess and now all I have to do is try to fix it, but even that I really don't know how to do that either. I'm sick of it all but yet I don't want to give up because well it does matter.. so ya..
Anyways this will probably be misinterpreted again.. so ya.. there you have it... and yes I realize I probably held back yet againinstead of laying it all out on the table.. but hey I tried.. and continue to at least try...
I feel like a bag of shit. It feels like everything I've ever done has had some sort of ulterior motive or something. I don't know if that's really true or not but hey whatever I guess.. I don't know I'm trying to figure it all out I guess... I'm trying to be happy with myself and get my act together and figure out what the heck I want to do with myself. I'm trying not to think constantly about the negative side of things and instead trying to think of the positive.
I'm messed up I guess. And I've fucked everything up but hey that's life I guess and now all I have to do is try to fix it, but even that I really don't know how to do that either. I'm sick of it all but yet I don't want to give up because well it does matter.. so ya..
Anyways this will probably be misinterpreted again.. so ya.. there you have it... and yes I realize I probably held back yet againinstead of laying it all out on the table.. but hey I tried.. and continue to at least try...