Entry #719- Just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
We're still so young
Desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys
Trophy wives
Random stuff:
While I'm listening to this song... The Panic! at the Disco CD comes out this upcoming tuesday, and I'm pretty psyched for it. Also coming up next week/the monday after next is my first paycheck. Which means that I'm totally borrowing money from mom to go buy the new CD. And I even have tuesday off from work, which is kick ass because it means that I can go buy the CD.
My hours this next week are kind of skimpy, but probably for the best: Monday 4-6, Wednesday 4-6 (no tap for me... unless I show up half-way through class), and Thursday 4-6. Not bad, not great either. I'm not entirely sure what that says to me as far as what Steve thought of me first day on the job, but meh.
I'm really freaking sore.
Random boy-related stuff:
Hannah and Doak are now both also convinced of the Nick Sutton liking me business. This is bad news, for many reasons. Mostly because I don't like Nick and am easily creeped out in situations like these. So bah for that.
Daniel in my econ class is actually kind of funny. I can tell that he could be really smart if he tried, so it makes me kind of sad. There's a good brain up there under that whole macho-I-get-into-"bicycle"-accidents exterior. And I'm a horrible person because I was noticing how nice of a smile he has today. And I couldn't stop smiling at him. Like an idiot girl. Because that's who I am.
But that's just the tip of the iceberg because I'm getting into my whole I-want-a-boyfriend-and-may-lower-my-standards-soon thing.... which is terrible on many different levels because it undoes all the learning I've done in the past few months... and so on. I find myself noticing the most absurd things about the most absurd boys and it is just generally bad. So I may have to try to control my hormones more, which is near impossible.
School:
Today at school was relatively meh. Nothing too overly fantastic, nothing too bad either. I was pissy in choir for no apparent reason, smiled a lot at Daniel in econ, hungry at lunch, and normal in chem. I get to study mercury, which is pretty darn cool, so I'm excited for that. Crew looks to be a nightmare with the crazy little freshmore boys running around being stupid... but we'll see. I have yet to be there for a workday, but it doesn't sound pretty. From anyone.
After school:
Then Hannah and I met up with Allison and Doak up at Mines and it was pretty cool. Actually, no, it was really cool, Doak is a cool kid. At first it was mostly just Allison and I (occasionally Hannah) complaining about school and other things that we complain about. But the conversation switched at multiple times to random things because it is like ADD times infinity conversationwise. Then Doak showed us his dorm room (because there seems to be nothing to do there... which is sad sad sad) and it was a standard boys' dorm room, from what I have seen of boys' dorm rooms. Then we just got to talking and ended up spending the whole time in his dorm just talking about random things and such. It was actually really good and I had a lot of fun. Even when it got into the shaky waters of religion between two Catholics and a Lutheran (me). But it wasn't too bad.
And that's really the extent of my day. I'm tired beyond belief and am contemplating bed time right now. We all know that sleep is gooooooooooooood. :)
Manda
Desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys
Trophy wives
Random stuff:
While I'm listening to this song... The Panic! at the Disco CD comes out this upcoming tuesday, and I'm pretty psyched for it. Also coming up next week/the monday after next is my first paycheck. Which means that I'm totally borrowing money from mom to go buy the new CD. And I even have tuesday off from work, which is kick ass because it means that I can go buy the CD.
My hours this next week are kind of skimpy, but probably for the best: Monday 4-6, Wednesday 4-6 (no tap for me... unless I show up half-way through class), and Thursday 4-6. Not bad, not great either. I'm not entirely sure what that says to me as far as what Steve thought of me first day on the job, but meh.
I'm really freaking sore.
Random boy-related stuff:
Hannah and Doak are now both also convinced of the Nick Sutton liking me business. This is bad news, for many reasons. Mostly because I don't like Nick and am easily creeped out in situations like these. So bah for that.
Daniel in my econ class is actually kind of funny. I can tell that he could be really smart if he tried, so it makes me kind of sad. There's a good brain up there under that whole macho-I-get-into-"bicycle"-accidents exterior. And I'm a horrible person because I was noticing how nice of a smile he has today. And I couldn't stop smiling at him. Like an idiot girl. Because that's who I am.
But that's just the tip of the iceberg because I'm getting into my whole I-want-a-boyfriend-and-may-lower-my-standards-soon thing.... which is terrible on many different levels because it undoes all the learning I've done in the past few months... and so on. I find myself noticing the most absurd things about the most absurd boys and it is just generally bad. So I may have to try to control my hormones more, which is near impossible.
School:
Today at school was relatively meh. Nothing too overly fantastic, nothing too bad either. I was pissy in choir for no apparent reason, smiled a lot at Daniel in econ, hungry at lunch, and normal in chem. I get to study mercury, which is pretty darn cool, so I'm excited for that. Crew looks to be a nightmare with the crazy little freshmore boys running around being stupid... but we'll see. I have yet to be there for a workday, but it doesn't sound pretty. From anyone.
After school:
Then Hannah and I met up with Allison and Doak up at Mines and it was pretty cool. Actually, no, it was really cool, Doak is a cool kid. At first it was mostly just Allison and I (occasionally Hannah) complaining about school and other things that we complain about. But the conversation switched at multiple times to random things because it is like ADD times infinity conversationwise. Then Doak showed us his dorm room (because there seems to be nothing to do there... which is sad sad sad) and it was a standard boys' dorm room, from what I have seen of boys' dorm rooms. Then we just got to talking and ended up spending the whole time in his dorm just talking about random things and such. It was actually really good and I had a lot of fun. Even when it got into the shaky waters of religion between two Catholics and a Lutheran (me). But it wasn't too bad.
And that's really the extent of my day. I'm tired beyond belief and am contemplating bed time right now. We all know that sleep is gooooooooooooood. :)
Manda