Entry #720- Half-dead from compairing myself to everyone else around me

Sep 24, 2005 11:14

Thinking about death really scares me, actually. It didn't used to, but then I was contemplating it before bed last night... and it was one of those insane eye-openers where you get this mental image and so many things make so much more sense. And my dream was terrible times a billion, but had nothing to do with death. I won't talk about it, but it was kind of bah.

Funerals depress me. I have one to go to later today for Harold, and I want to go, but they still make me all weird inside.

I'm so incoherent today.

10 hours wasn't enough to satisfy my sleep starvation.

Manda
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