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Soooo.......... I thought things where getting better between me and jason but i guess they werent...... i wont go into tooo much detail but after him calling the cops on me (for borring his truck, that was ok this morning) and getting arrested or whatever, i think we're done for good..... it sucks cause i tried so hard to be a brother to him the best i could..... maybe i didnt, i cant worry about his shit anymore, so well part our seperate ways, as like me and the rest of my family and ill sooner or later get my life straightened out............. it really doesnt matter anymore...
emily- thank you..... i know you probably think our talks are no big deal or whatever and there always about dumb shit or whatever, but it really means alot to me you have now idea........ you make me see things in a whole new light everytime i see you..... dont ask me why.... you have this wierd and powerful effect on me, and i need to shut up now cause im probably not making any sense...... but..... it does mean alot.
i just need to keep focused on whats ahead and not let all this shit get to me........... but it does, its hard really hard to swallow some times, i wanna crawl into a hole and never come out..... but it always gets better.
ehh..... i got a raise today toooo yippie....... ha i slack off too... i thought i was going to get fired and they give me more money. ha go figure, oh well i have to sleep now, cause its like 4am and i have to get up at like 7:30 ish, soo i hope new years is going to kick my ass, i need it to......
hey ben, thanks man you've always been there and i probably never say thank you enough........... soooooo THANK YOU....
yea thats my story,
"i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams, where the city sleeps and im the only one i walk alone."
kinda like that freakin song...
Joshua
emily- thank you..... i know you probably think our talks are no big deal or whatever and there always about dumb shit or whatever, but it really means alot to me you have now idea........ you make me see things in a whole new light everytime i see you..... dont ask me why.... you have this wierd and powerful effect on me, and i need to shut up now cause im probably not making any sense...... but..... it does mean alot.
i just need to keep focused on whats ahead and not let all this shit get to me........... but it does, its hard really hard to swallow some times, i wanna crawl into a hole and never come out..... but it always gets better.
ehh..... i got a raise today toooo yippie....... ha i slack off too... i thought i was going to get fired and they give me more money. ha go figure, oh well i have to sleep now, cause its like 4am and i have to get up at like 7:30 ish, soo i hope new years is going to kick my ass, i need it to......
hey ben, thanks man you've always been there and i probably never say thank you enough........... soooooo THANK YOU....
yea thats my story,
"i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams, where the city sleeps and im the only one i walk alone."
kinda like that freakin song...
Joshua