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sooooo........... yea just a little reminising tonight, just looking at all the pictures thinking about how much fun i had these last 5 years...... even though at times things seem like there not going right, and as many times i wish i werent me.... i wouldnt trade this in for nothing. I love the way i feel every time i think of all the races me and dan went to, and all the morlins trips we took, all the times up in mio, just brings a tear ya know.
Through all this shit ive went through i could have come out alot worse (not that i am back to normal yet) but i feel like im a little wiser, and see things a whole lot different now. I feel i have changed, but i think ive changed for the better.... oh well i have to sleep im freakin tired as hell, i havent slept for crap the last couple of days.
heh, heres a good one, i had a pretty screwed up dream last night... soo im like in this room with emily, ben, and some fuckin chic sittin in the corner, were all like smot pokin and bens like super pissed at me, and this chic just starts screaming, and never stoped, but it didnt bother me for some reason, then my dog was like runing around and shit, and i kept having all these flashbacks of like driving down in new orleans, or at least i think it was new orleans, it was reallllly wierd...... i need to sleep more often i think....... blah, blah...
Joshua.
Through all this shit ive went through i could have come out alot worse (not that i am back to normal yet) but i feel like im a little wiser, and see things a whole lot different now. I feel i have changed, but i think ive changed for the better.... oh well i have to sleep im freakin tired as hell, i havent slept for crap the last couple of days.
heh, heres a good one, i had a pretty screwed up dream last night... soo im like in this room with emily, ben, and some fuckin chic sittin in the corner, were all like smot pokin and bens like super pissed at me, and this chic just starts screaming, and never stoped, but it didnt bother me for some reason, then my dog was like runing around and shit, and i kept having all these flashbacks of like driving down in new orleans, or at least i think it was new orleans, it was reallllly wierd...... i need to sleep more often i think....... blah, blah...
Joshua.