Jun 22, 2008 14:02
hmm, ive begun once again to change things in my life. Although some of these things i had no choice in changing. Daniel being gone has made me understand that i am and will always be an important INDIVISUAL, and that just because i have felt lost in the past without him doesnt mean that i cant be a strong person now. If and when he decides hes made a mistake shouldnt matter. i have to know that now isnt the time for me to be sad. I am making changes in my life that could quite possibly be the best of my life. I put down a deposit for an awesome apartment off of soco downtown. and i am meeting new people constantly. Ive found amazing friendships in people who have been in my life for years but i now realize how important they are and how they are truly here for me when i need them. Christa of course although i rarely see her due to work i still love her like a sister. Roxanne who im so proud to be calling my friend lately. she has really helped me get out of my shell, and i appreciate that greatly. And someone who has recently become one of my mentors, Stephanie, shes so strong, and talking to her more and more has given me hope that a single woman, with intellect can surely survive in a big city. Her's being New York, mine being Austin. I am so proud of her, She's going to kick Columbias law school in the ass, I hope she knows that. Putting life together is all a bit hard now a days but im sure the more i work torwards my goals the more i'll make all of my dreams a reality.
so im starting to think that i might want to run the capital 10k i know its not a very long distance, so im sure if i run everyday now ill be fine by the time it takes place. Also im working on getting my book of poems published, reformatting is a huge deal but it will soon be done.
good luck to all reading this.
LoveHopePeace to all