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school is almost out for the semester and i couldnt be happier. i dont want to be here anymore,ive been in school so longer than i want to even think about. And i still have another semester:( Ive been doing pretty good lately other than school problems. I have a new boyfriend, who treats me well. He is pretty much perfect, which scares the crap out of me. Ive never been in a relationship that wasnt at least somewhat dysfuntional. He never raises his voice, never talks down to me, makes me laugh, listens to me, actually talks to me. Its nice, and exciting. But it also scares me a bit. It makes me wonder if i even know how to communicate in a relationship. All these years of being with daniel made me used to bickering and poor communication. Now that im with Rob, everything is so simple, i just dont know how to be with someone who is patient, and acts like an adult when things dont go right. I feel almost like im the big fuck up when im with him. Is there a such thing as someone being TOO perfect? or am i just going crazy?? I wish i was that girl that he deserves. This friday im going to visit my parents and go to the round rock yule fest (so completely lame now) but i like going because ive been going since 1987 so its a family tradition that i would hate to ruin for then. That should be pretty fun, i hope Rob thinks its as enjoyable as i do.
I love the holiday season, its so awesome, giving presents to people you care about, and who make you happy. This year i dont even know what i want.......i have everything........

speaking of having everything i want, on December 27th I
Christina DeMarco am taking a trip with miss Christa Almaguer, that ive been waiting for for the past 22 years of my life. NEW YORK HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!

to all the friends who i dont get to talk to often, I love you guys!!!