it only took one shot
two nights of sleeping well - SHOCKER!
i have the distinct sensation that i don't want to go on my date with chris tonight. at first i was puzzled, but then i figured it out.
i don't want to hang out with andrey tomorrow, i don't want to go to the grand prix with mom on saturday, and i'm trying to find ways to get needed stuff done while spending time with dad on sunday. it's stress, rearing its ugly head.
i want to curl up and make it all go away for a while, but i don't have that luxury. maybe i never do. it may have stemmed from the discussion i had with my art instructor last night, forcing me to confront just how much of my last regular assignment and how much of my final project i could possibly complete by next wednesday. as it stands, i'm missing out on two of the studio periods allowed for the last assignment, and certainly have no time ever to complete the massive undertaking that is my final project. fortunately diane is one of those favorite-choosers, and over the course of the semester i have become a favorite. she's going to give me a lot of leeway.
anyhow, onward and upward. there's STUFF that needs doing!
i have the distinct sensation that i don't want to go on my date with chris tonight. at first i was puzzled, but then i figured it out.
i don't want to hang out with andrey tomorrow, i don't want to go to the grand prix with mom on saturday, and i'm trying to find ways to get needed stuff done while spending time with dad on sunday. it's stress, rearing its ugly head.
i want to curl up and make it all go away for a while, but i don't have that luxury. maybe i never do. it may have stemmed from the discussion i had with my art instructor last night, forcing me to confront just how much of my last regular assignment and how much of my final project i could possibly complete by next wednesday. as it stands, i'm missing out on two of the studio periods allowed for the last assignment, and certainly have no time ever to complete the massive undertaking that is my final project. fortunately diane is one of those favorite-choosers, and over the course of the semester i have become a favorite. she's going to give me a lot of leeway.
anyhow, onward and upward. there's STUFF that needs doing!