don't say you'll stay after the last time
this morning had a pleasant sort of summer-y, muggy haze surrounding it - the pleasant dream of more humid, disgusting summers elsewhere in the country. it made me feel like today was the beginning of it all, everything that i am doing and changing and being starting this summer. today is the beginning of my biggest, most epic adventure.
and it started with a lovely good-bye. i had another fabulous date with chris last night - more low key than last time. we went out for a movie, bought burritos and ate them at his place, watching a comedian on his computer, then talking and being silly until the wee hours of the morning. when i woke up, my heart felt the goodbye i didn't really want to say.
my weird little romance - never a relationship, never a friendship, just a pattern of dating beginning on my birthday in december. half the time i resented him, half the time i forgot about him, and the third half of the time i was deeply entranced with him. it ends with me entranced, but ready to go.
best ending ever?
and it started with a lovely good-bye. i had another fabulous date with chris last night - more low key than last time. we went out for a movie, bought burritos and ate them at his place, watching a comedian on his computer, then talking and being silly until the wee hours of the morning. when i woke up, my heart felt the goodbye i didn't really want to say.
my weird little romance - never a relationship, never a friendship, just a pattern of dating beginning on my birthday in december. half the time i resented him, half the time i forgot about him, and the third half of the time i was deeply entranced with him. it ends with me entranced, but ready to go.
best ending ever?