there's a saying...

[pumpkinn_king]

i'm feeling great this morning after finally getting a decent amount of sleep. it took a lot of effort to force myself to go into shutdown around 9 p.m., and even then i had to fight off attempts from my mom to keep me conscious. really, it wasn't all that hard, since i'd only gotten four hours the night before, but still. ridiculous how hard it is to maintain a private schedule when living with others.

i'm coming to grips with the fact that i will never finish my final project for drawing class by the time i leave. also coming to grips with the fact that this is the tenth day before leaving comes.

i can feel myself slowly sinking into a panic. breathing is good.