heart broken, body broken..mind open?
Oh no, whats wrong with me? What's wrong?
I've got a friend, my beloved boyfriend...and still this boyfriend loves me, does he? I dunno...~.~
I always thought that I love him more than any other person, thought that I would do everything to him, no matter what would be up with him...that he was the one who's feelings were flating.
And now? AND NOW?!
I DUNNO! DAMMIT!! DAMMIT!!! DAMMIT!!!!
Whats up?
I still have true feelings for him, but I wouldn't cry if this would be ou last day as a couple. I wouldn't. Not at all. It's....t simply doesn't matter to me. Could this be love? I dunno...
And there's this boy, this absolutely CUT AND WONDERFUL BOY. THIS FANTASTIC...THIS..waaah. I also dunno...
I only know: I love this man, too. But he's not a man made for me. He isn't interested in me because he isn't interested in boys...
WHY?!
But...it doe'snt hurts. It only hurts at the moment I see him. One thought later, this hurtings are gone...
AND FUCK THE HEL BUT I LOVE THIS FEELING! THIS LOVE! I FOGOT HOW IT FEELS TO SMILE OR LAUGH ALL DAY!
WHY ISN'T MY(!) FRIEND MAKING ME SMILE?
When was the last time he made me smile? I dunno....
I only know that I'm in love again....
I've got a friend, my beloved boyfriend...and still this boyfriend loves me, does he? I dunno...~.~
I always thought that I love him more than any other person, thought that I would do everything to him, no matter what would be up with him...that he was the one who's feelings were flating.
And now? AND NOW?!
I DUNNO! DAMMIT!! DAMMIT!!! DAMMIT!!!!
Whats up?
I still have true feelings for him, but I wouldn't cry if this would be ou last day as a couple. I wouldn't. Not at all. It's....t simply doesn't matter to me. Could this be love? I dunno...
And there's this boy, this absolutely CUT AND WONDERFUL BOY. THIS FANTASTIC...THIS..waaah. I also dunno...
I only know: I love this man, too. But he's not a man made for me. He isn't interested in me because he isn't interested in boys...
WHY?!
But...it doe'snt hurts. It only hurts at the moment I see him. One thought later, this hurtings are gone...
AND FUCK THE HEL BUT I LOVE THIS FEELING! THIS LOVE! I FOGOT HOW IT FEELS TO SMILE OR LAUGH ALL DAY!
WHY ISN'T MY(!) FRIEND MAKING ME SMILE?
When was the last time he made me smile? I dunno....
I only know that I'm in love again....