Nov 29, 2005 21:23
What the hell?!
GIVE ME MY LIFE BACK!! WHERE ARE ALL THE FEELIINGS?! WHRERE'S THE LOVE, WHREE ARE THE FEELINGS?
Oh my god, my boyfriend and i have had any arguments this weekend and...oh, gods, I thought our bond was over...but now?
Is it over? Is the bond still intact? However...feelings are dead now.
He wishes me to leave the house and move to another 'Wohngemeinschaft". In one point, he's right: it's too small here for both of us, but it's so dammed difficult to let this wisdom take his claws on me and shred my heart to bleeding pieces.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! HELP! DAMMIT! GODS: HELP!