love mode

Nov 11, 2005 17:58

Hi my dears^^

Today I will talk with you (or to say better, with myself) about love.
Waaah, it's horrendous. To-chan, he's always so busy and cold, but still irresistbleto for me. I am as much in love a I was years ago as we met first time. I saw him, I loved him, I cought him. Or is it more that he cought me? I dunno..
Eventually he is bored of me. Or I have changed too much... I dunno this, too.
Its a catastrophe. What should I do? Our love is frozen, still at exist but not burning inside, not warming my heart. It mostly hurts us both. I know that he has still feelings for me, but he don't show them. Why?
It must be me. I am too boring. But on the other hand it is me who takes cae of our home, who helps him not shutting all doors behnd him. It is me who makes his life any interesting. Wo goes out with him in the evening and these things.

Waaah, dunno what to do... *sob*
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