Fuck
So tonight was one of those nights were I felt very incapable. Of anything. It has begun to become the norm, but it isn't normally as advanced as tonight. I can normally deal with people pretty well. At least the people I care about. I need something to stimulate my imagination again. Everything is what it it to me, and I do not daydream. I don't know how anymore. Bah! Time to be around people some more and learn these things again. I think something has gone wrong with my brain in the last year or so. I don't feel as fluid and capable as I used to be. Time to push again I guess. Or chill. One of the two.