Feb 20, 2004 00:07
that last entry was so freakin eelarious!! haha! well i checked up on those glamour shots today and that dude and his wife who does them is getting their own place in two weeks and im totally psyched!
i know that when zac comes up its only time for me n him! not me n livi, but someday me n livi will hang out! i cant wait IM TOTALLY PSYCHED IM FREAKIN OUT MAN! lmao! anywho that is about it for now...
AWWW zac is so sweet! he said he missed me today and i talked to him like at 3 and then he called me at ten 30 so thats the sweetest thang! OH OH OH THA SWEETEST THANG! lol anyway yea he's so freakin hot! me likes him very much! i hope he likes me the same bunches in the same way! :-* well, i hope that he really does! and that he doesnt like someone else down there where he lives :-(( that would break muh hawut! :-( anyway CANT THINK BAD THINGS! JUST KEEP ON KEEPIN ON *sorry i have to mentor myself into beleevin good thangs will happen and i pray they work out the way .... well im not going to say the way i want i dont wanna seem selfish i just hope that whatever happens it makes me really happy and feel like im going to burst with happiness! but for some reason im feelin like .... how do i say ... NOT forgotten , just somewhat that i am being fooled but i cant figure out how. maybe that is god's way of telling me that iz FOREAL and i have to take it into my own hands because LOVE is BLIND! and when it feels right its wrong and when its honestly right then you feel wrong. i pray that is what it is ! ANYWAY! im out for now....ill update tomorrow maybe ~ dont get ur hopes up too high cuz i might not i duno who fucken cares ill do what the fuck ever! GAWAD! ok im out like a fat bitch playin dodge ball!
~Peace~MMFCL~