A song dedicated to myself....by myself
today sucked fuckn ass ! FUCK IT ALL I QUIT i'm only 52 and a half 500 mg tylenols away from where i either a) should be b) somewhere , anywhere but here!i was in the best mood ever for a lil while but the high of the happiness went away as ppl's moods towards me changed and lots of things that just happened made me think about it....i duno i cant really say anything about it in a journal entry online. but o well...
Every time i think i have something good it blows up in my face...it makes me feel like....well i duno not wanted...not wanted to "deal with" , not wanted to honestly be with...like i dont really matter...like i am just something that is there on the side to turn to whenever needed to listen to their problems and what not...so i dont really have much to say but one thing and that is if you really wanna be a part of my life , then dont try to front on me, play me, my feelings, and pretend im stupid because i can figure things out on my own and my intuition is NEVER wrong!
peace~MMFCL~
Hold On : Good Charlotte
This world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
Every time i think i have something good it blows up in my face...it makes me feel like....well i duno not wanted...not wanted to "deal with" , not wanted to honestly be with...like i dont really matter...like i am just something that is there on the side to turn to whenever needed to listen to their problems and what not...so i dont really have much to say but one thing and that is if you really wanna be a part of my life , then dont try to front on me, play me, my feelings, and pretend im stupid because i can figure things out on my own and my intuition is NEVER wrong!
peace~MMFCL~
Hold On : Good Charlotte
This world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on