Completely Masochistic (At least I don't cut myself)

[pseudossiah]

I don't know who decided that there should be a social system for love, but they need to be shot. I know fatter guys, and uglier guys, and smarter guys, and dumber guys, and weaker guys and stronger guys, short, tall, crippled, multi-racial, ethnic, et cetera, that are happy in their lives because they have someone that they love to share their

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[bludiamond]

Okay I'm going to try to give advice here, but keep in mind (well, you more than anyone already know this) that I am a complete retard when it comes to love and relationships. But, from the time we've spent together I think I have a little bit of insight into you.

Frankly, my dear, I think you are putting way too much emphasis on this. Is it so hard being alone? If it is, then ask yourself why? If you don't want to spend time with you, then why would someone else? Why is it that when you are alone you have have to be drinking?? You say you are happy with what you are, but is that really true?

I don't know much about this girl, but from this entry here all you talked about is what she is not, and that you want to be with her for what she can do for you, or more specifically, for your self esteem, really. Is that what you want? Is that love?? If you really love someone you will want to be with her for what you can do for herLarry... you are a smart and interesting and caring person with a lot of love to give. What you want

[bludiamond]

Damn. I get an F in html. always close your tags! Idiot!

[pseudossiah]

Well... You're not retarded. ... You just haven't been through it, but I'm sure you've seen enough of your friends relationships, or heard about them to know enough

[bludiamond]

Yeah you'd think I'd have learned a lot from my sisters and my friends and their relationships but really... I'm still retarded. There's a reason I haven't been through it.

I love that puppy quote. But think about it, why do people have pets? Sure the dog will give you companionship and unconditional love, but you are the one who has to pay to feed it and take it to the vet for shots, and bathe it, and take it for walks and pick up it's crap. I guess my point is, if you want companionship you have to take the responsibility and hard work that comes with it. I'd rather be alone and lazy.

But you are different than me, I know. I think you do need attention, and I hope that you find someone who can give it to you. But you are fun to talk to so don't give me that crap. In fact, why the hell do you not respond to my emails any more? What am I supposed to do while I'm at work? Call my students or something? Bah

[pseudossiah]

What's the reason

[lynnzie]

LOL! I love the loop... i explained it to Brian this morning. thats cause i am super awesome and knwoa little bit about the programins

[bludiamond]

You know the reason. I've already explained it.

I told you my bitterness is with everyone's obsession with love, including you. And are you calling me intellectually under-developed? What kind of bullshit is that??

Whatever, I'm done with this. Email me, or don't. I'll see you tomorrow.

[pseudossiah]

Buh? =oP Not YOU silly, Tiffany. I never thought you were anything but smart. SRY for the confusion, duh, I wouldn't have been so heart broken when we broke up if you were dumb, 'cause then I could just say "Dumb bitch doesn't know what she's missing." Or something... lolimh *hugs* You're definitly in the Above Average Intelligence group.

[lynnzie]

yeah i had to read over that one a couple times too... i was like..WHOA he just called Nicole dumb. but you know me mixing words up and all. he actually said your intelligence was greater than his... i think... or equal to... GREATER THAN OR EQUAL TO!

[bludiamond]

You weren't mixing up words. He said it wrong. I guess it isn't really even a complete sentence so it really means nothing at all.