I've got the urge to run away again. I haven't felt this way since the Summer of 2009. I want to run away from everything. I don't want to face responsibility. I want to run away and just leave everything behind...
I'm that girl sampling bobby pins,bar clothes, and makeup with the door closed to make myself feel less hideous. I'm that one who will leave from a social gathering and sit in the car in tears, just because I didn't fit in.That's the me I am now. I miss the girl I used to be.
alright, LJ is officially my vent spot because it seems like no one else reads. I am 26. I feel like I am 50. It's kinda sad that the only "ideal night' I can think of is being home in time to do laundry AND go to the gym.