Ugh, Amby...ugh...
Ok, so I knew he had a girlfriend. I'm not stupid. I was fully aware of what I was getting myself into and if I didn't, then it was my fault. He never lied to me about her. I knew that things were serious and they were a couple. I knew that.
It just pisses me off because we have so much in common. Why do we have to get along so well? Why do we have to have fun hanging out and playing? We talk constantly and the converstations flow so easily. It just doesn't seem right.
Everytime he brings up his girlfriend I can't help but cringe. My eyes roll and I feel the nauseau coming on. Why does it bother me? I think it has to do with the fact that yea, he has a lot of great qualities and so far he's a really great friend. But... the cruel irony is that he's not available. Not only is he not avaiable, he is practically engaged to his girlfriend. I want to hate her and say she's this huge bitch, but he told me we are alot alike so I don't want to say that about her quite yet. I don't want her to be like me. I want to be one of a kind. I don't want to think of her in a positive way at all.
did i mention that i am grouchy?
It just pisses me off because we have so much in common. Why do we have to get along so well? Why do we have to have fun hanging out and playing? We talk constantly and the converstations flow so easily. It just doesn't seem right.
Everytime he brings up his girlfriend I can't help but cringe. My eyes roll and I feel the nauseau coming on. Why does it bother me? I think it has to do with the fact that yea, he has a lot of great qualities and so far he's a really great friend. But... the cruel irony is that he's not available. Not only is he not avaiable, he is practically engaged to his girlfriend. I want to hate her and say she's this huge bitch, but he told me we are alot alike so I don't want to say that about her quite yet. I don't want her to be like me. I want to be one of a kind. I don't want to think of her in a positive way at all.
did i mention that i am grouchy?