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i stayed the night with sheena at mark's last night. it has sorta became and every weekend thing. but its cool we have fun. sheena is in the shower right now and im kinda bored. we were supposed to go to justin's show tonight but i doubt it seeing as how we have no way out there.
my dad actually sent me a christmas present. wow i was suprised when my grandma told me. she said she thinks its an outfit so it will prolly be like 20 times too big. and i bet that is all i got cuz u know i mean nothing to him obviously. i mean come on how can u just walk out on ur wife and 2 year old? oh well i guess it's easy when u weren't there 99% of the time anyways. the entire time he was out to sea (he was in the navy) he was cheating on my mom. that would be why i have a younger sister. wow so i think im just going to turn this into an entry on how wrong my dad and his family are. . . . so out of my just about 18 years all together i've seen my dad for a total of maybe 3 years and thats kinda pushin it. . . he says i am a spoiled little brat who gets everything i ever want and i should just go home to one of my other dads since i have so many. well im sorry he's an asshole and i have to have other father figures cuz he isn't here. FUCKIN IDIOT! this was said to me after his idiot of a wife tried to catch me doing things i shouldn't be and i found out. she had my sister take a tape recorder and record everything that was going on while she was with me. how sick can u be?? well i told my dad and he got pissed at ME! so i was pretty much like fuck u this is bull shit and he was like im ur father don't talk to me like that and i was like father and dad are 2 different things ur not my dad and u never have been.thats when the whole ur a spoiled. . . . blah blah blah and then he told me never to call him again and he was never gonna call me again. and i was liek thats fine not like u ever called me before. . . and then as i was leaving my papa stoped me and was like calm down ya know so i wasn't driving all pissed off and crying and he was like let the little bitch go home so she can be spoiled sum more. . . and i was like shut ur fucking mouth he is my grandfather whether u like it or not u can't change that! he actually loves me unlike YOU! fuck off! and i left. oh yeah and as i left i said i hope ur fucking wife dies! before i fucking kill her! u here that bitch u better never come near me again or i will kill u! thats exactly what she is afraid of. i haven't been allowed to go to last time she was here and she hit my dad. . . ha ha im "a threat to her" they are afriad i am gonna hurt her. which i would do given the chance so i guess its a good thing. well im tired of bitching about the crazy people who aren't apart of my life anymore. . . i graduate soon and don't plan on telling my dad when it is. . . my part im sure he will be at since my grandma is throwing it but ill be happy if he has to "work" . . . well im gonna go fer now. <3
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my dad actually sent me a christmas present. wow i was suprised when my grandma told me. she said she thinks its an outfit so it will prolly be like 20 times too big. and i bet that is all i got cuz u know i mean nothing to him obviously. i mean come on how can u just walk out on ur wife and 2 year old? oh well i guess it's easy when u weren't there 99% of the time anyways. the entire time he was out to sea (he was in the navy) he was cheating on my mom. that would be why i have a younger sister. wow so i think im just going to turn this into an entry on how wrong my dad and his family are. . . . so out of my just about 18 years all together i've seen my dad for a total of maybe 3 years and thats kinda pushin it. . . he says i am a spoiled little brat who gets everything i ever want and i should just go home to one of my other dads since i have so many. well im sorry he's an asshole and i have to have other father figures cuz he isn't here. FUCKIN IDIOT! this was said to me after his idiot of a wife tried to catch me doing things i shouldn't be and i found out. she had my sister take a tape recorder and record everything that was going on while she was with me. how sick can u be?? well i told my dad and he got pissed at ME! so i was pretty much like fuck u this is bull shit and he was like im ur father don't talk to me like that and i was like father and dad are 2 different things ur not my dad and u never have been.thats when the whole ur a spoiled. . . . blah blah blah and then he told me never to call him again and he was never gonna call me again. and i was liek thats fine not like u ever called me before. . . and then as i was leaving my papa stoped me and was like calm down ya know so i wasn't driving all pissed off and crying and he was like let the little bitch go home so she can be spoiled sum more. . . and i was like shut ur fucking mouth he is my grandfather whether u like it or not u can't change that! he actually loves me unlike YOU! fuck off! and i left. oh yeah and as i left i said i hope ur fucking wife dies! before i fucking kill her! u here that bitch u better never come near me again or i will kill u! thats exactly what she is afraid of. i haven't been allowed to go to last time she was here and she hit my dad. . . ha ha im "a threat to her" they are afriad i am gonna hurt her. which i would do given the chance so i guess its a good thing. well im tired of bitching about the crazy people who aren't apart of my life anymore. . . i graduate soon and don't plan on telling my dad when it is. . . my part im sure he will be at since my grandma is throwing it but ill be happy if he has to "work" . . . well im gonna go fer now. <3
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