May 30, 2004 21:44
you know. i really dont understand WHY i love him. i dont know why after all he did to me. and how much he hurt me. and broke my heart -- i still love him so much. its so hard not to be able to have him in my life...i dont know what to do. i'm so confused. i'm so lost. and i just wish someone could explain to me what to do. :( i lost him.
>>tell me it WASNT a waste of 5 months together. please tell me you dont think you wasted your time.
Wild Weekend.
"...take your records - take your freedom - take your memories i dont need them..."
[[missing your mad crazy:i dont want too]]