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[princess_jes]

i didnt know anyone could feel this low and disgusted in their entire life. i never knew someone could hurt somebody they supposdly loved and cared about so much. i guess i didnt know a lot of things. in a way i guess im some what naive.

ive screamed - ive cried - ive been sick to my stomach - now it hurts so bad i am numb with feeling.

..im lost and scared and its all your fault.