..oh god..

[princess_jes]

you know. i really dont understand WHY i love him. i dont know why after all he did to me. and how much he hurt me. and broke my heart -- i still love him so much. its so hard not to be able to have him in my life...i dont know what to do. i'm so confused. i'm so lost. and i just wish someone could explain to me what to do. :( i lost him

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[lovesmenot_]

i know you and i don't know each other that well, but it makes me sad to see how parallel our lifes tend to be. and let me tell you, it wasn't a waste, because if it wasn't he to break your heart, it would have been someone else. and just be glad it was five months. not a year and some odd amount of months. it'll hurt worse before it hurts less, but you're bitter about it anyways. it's crazy, but you have to let it work it's way into you. right now, you're probably focusing on all of those awesome times, and amazing moments, and all of the "love". but wait until it really starts to sink in, all of the horrible stuff. it'll be so much easier to let go when you start to look at him less as someone you love and can't ever let go of, and more as the person who hurt you. because no one should ever have to go through that, and you're strong enough to go on. especially without him, because you definately do not deserve that. at all.

[anonymous]

highschool relationships. could there really be this much drama.

[princess_jes]

if you are gonna comment on something that you have no idea about atleast put your name.

agreed

[anonymous]

Man...this isn't even the tip of the iceberg in high school relationships....this is one of the better ones. Sad, isnt it?