fucked-up life. I have an absolutely lovely boyfriend who likes me a lot. I like him a lot too, and we spend as much time as possible together and get on really well. Yet, as soon as he leaves I feel really upset, but not because I miss him obviously, he's only just left. I feel so down all the time now when he's not here and I really don't know ( Read more... )

I feel like I have such bad taste in friends. It feels like I give all of the time, and I never actually receive anything for it in the end. Don't get me wrong, upto a certain point it really doesn't bother me but after a while it really starts to upset me. Normally, I'd say 'piss me off' but it doesn't. It doesn't make me want to kill them, it ( Read more... )

what to think right now, I feel quite numb even as my heart smacks against the inside of my chest. I can't even stop shaking long enough to type a sentence without a mistake ( Read more... )

I've been hit by a bus. I've just been told that someone close to me is getting married, he says they've been best friends for ages but they've only been together like a week or something. I don't know what to say, and he's annoyed because I didn't jump into the conversation with 'CONGRATULATIONS!'. I don't think gay marriage is right, personally. ( Read more... )

So I left work early because Nicky rang and asked if I wanted to do something. I begged Shell to do the last 5hrs of my shift for the best part of an hour, thinking we were going to town or something. Turns out he wanted to do something with me while he waited for a boy called Zakk to turn up so they could go home for whatever. Then when he turns ( Read more... )