never saw it coming
its funny how the departure of even one person can totally wreck your life....
well i'm starting to accept the fact that the end may be near for Steph and I....we are slowly drifting apart through her crisis and i'm trying so hard to be there for her but we almost never talk anymore and its just ripping me open.... Paige was"deported" to austin... and like we wer'nt particularly uber close but it hit me really really hard... i got 10 feet at district.. i could have gone higher i know i could but i had soo many things on my mind and my body was soo worn out from the bus ride... so yeah .. its wierd... its my small,simple, safe price.....ohh and fealings for a lost love are resurfacing but i belive all my chances with her were shattered last year.. ::sigh::
well i'm starting to accept the fact that the end may be near for Steph and I....we are slowly drifting apart through her crisis and i'm trying so hard to be there for her but we almost never talk anymore and its just ripping me open.... Paige was"deported" to austin... and like we wer'nt particularly uber close but it hit me really really hard... i got 10 feet at district.. i could have gone higher i know i could but i had soo many things on my mind and my body was soo worn out from the bus ride... so yeah .. its wierd... its my small,simple, safe price.....ohh and fealings for a lost love are resurfacing but i belive all my chances with her were shattered last year.. ::sigh::