dude i'm like ehhhhrgh
i hate like everything except that since i worked really hard and represented my school well that i'm getting to go to regionals... i like the idea but i dont feal like i deserve it and i know i'm gonna get my arse kicked id rather earn it and loose but know that i can keep up in the running ... i miss steph and yeah its wierd.. i dunno y life is just like just too confusing as a teanager and i hate it with a deep passion
Paige is gone... we went out once back in the day.. but i dunno y i'm so crushed about it now... i guess its cuz i always wanted to always be with her.. we were one of those hollywood couples that never gets married..one of those couples that steals the worlds heart...and we werent even going out or being romantic it was like speacial i have no idea where my mind or soul is but i feal so empty and burried in so much darkness and engulfed in hate... a tortured soul ahhh sumtimes i think i should start writing songs again and get it over with i know eventually i will and so much of me will be put into pen and ink on a paper id let my heart out and let it bleed if i could id run away from it all but i have more than i could ever deserve nothing i could ever say "i earned that" nothing at all ... i cant even talk to avery without getting scarred about messing up.. scarred of losing her completely scarred of not mending old walls i'm so confused in my fucking life
Paige is gone... we went out once back in the day.. but i dunno y i'm so crushed about it now... i guess its cuz i always wanted to always be with her.. we were one of those hollywood couples that never gets married..one of those couples that steals the worlds heart...and we werent even going out or being romantic it was like speacial i have no idea where my mind or soul is but i feal so empty and burried in so much darkness and engulfed in hate... a tortured soul ahhh sumtimes i think i should start writing songs again and get it over with i know eventually i will and so much of me will be put into pen and ink on a paper id let my heart out and let it bleed if i could id run away from it all but i have more than i could ever deserve nothing i could ever say "i earned that" nothing at all ... i cant even talk to avery without getting scarred about messing up.. scarred of losing her completely scarred of not mending old walls i'm so confused in my fucking life