seriously??
OK, I'm trying to be ok and mature and all that, regarding M. And my feelings on the matter change hour to hour. But I'm starting to get mad at him. Like, REALLY MAD. He's called or texted me almost every day this week at least once. This is after we broke up because he wants to be friends. And what pisses me off is that he's decided now to be all communicative and check in with me and call just to say hi (he even did it this morning!) AFTER he told me that he wants to be friends. So let me get this straight...you're supposed to be in a relationship with me, and I almost never hear from you...you tell me you want to be just friends for a while, then you start calling and texting me more?!? What the fuck!!!??!! I know I'm repeating myself here, but damn.
He even texted me Thursday, my day off (which he knew) to see if I wanted to go to the movies. True, he also included Roommate in the invite, which she declined, but I went. And I probably shouldn't have, but I'm trying to be...I don't know, a better person or some shit. So we went to the movies together, as friends. And he told me how nice I looked and rubbed my neck because I was having a really bad headache on the way there...yeah. I think someone is conflicted...or I'm reading too much into it...no, he's conflicted...
K at work says it's all well and good to want to be friends, but there should maybe be some time in between when we don't see each other first. I kind of agree. I think we both got used to hanging out together, so it's hard to stop spending time with someone you're so used to seeing. But if we're going to redefine our relationship, I think we'll have to...I don't know...this shit is hard...
He even texted me Thursday, my day off (which he knew) to see if I wanted to go to the movies. True, he also included Roommate in the invite, which she declined, but I went. And I probably shouldn't have, but I'm trying to be...I don't know, a better person or some shit. So we went to the movies together, as friends. And he told me how nice I looked and rubbed my neck because I was having a really bad headache on the way there...yeah. I think someone is conflicted...or I'm reading too much into it...no, he's conflicted...
K at work says it's all well and good to want to be friends, but there should maybe be some time in between when we don't see each other first. I kind of agree. I think we both got used to hanging out together, so it's hard to stop spending time with someone you're so used to seeing. But if we're going to redefine our relationship, I think we'll have to...I don't know...this shit is hard...