well then
You know what sucks? Being on vacation in the mountains, and spending a huge chunk of that time thinking about a guy who is almost definitely not into you. Yeah, that sucks. And what's really stupid is that it's a guy for whom I've done totally done this before. It's cyclical or some shit. I see him, he gets all stuck in my brain, I ponder and wish and obsess and fantasize...then I don't see him for months, and it all fades into the background, and I kindasorta forget. Until I see him again. Which I inevitably do. And then it all rushes to the front of my cortex, and I can't get him out of there. Even though I have so much other stuff on my mind, big stuff, MONUMENTAL stuff, which I don't want to announce to the 2 of you who read this and don't already know. You will be told, in person, I promise. At any rate, he intrudes even there. I want him to go away from my brain, please. Or declare his undying love for me, so we can get on with being the most kick-ass geek couple there ever was. *sigh*
On an unrelated note, NY is lovely. It's been chilly most of the time, and rainy, which is no big surprise. Yesterday was the first nice day since I got here, and it more than made up for the rest of the days. It was sunny, warm, breezy...near perfect. It rained a bit today, off and on, but when it didn't, it was almost as nice. It really is just beautiful up here. And relaxing. Although I had one of those moments last night, when I got all antsy and twitchy, and I felt like, That's it! I can't relax anymore!! I need to DO something! It passed, though. I got right back to laying around, reading and thinking (too much time to think can be bad, though...see above) and doing crossword puzzles. It's quite nice. I feel like I'm getting a little soul recharge, which was much needed. Thanks, Adirondacks!
On an unrelated note, NY is lovely. It's been chilly most of the time, and rainy, which is no big surprise. Yesterday was the first nice day since I got here, and it more than made up for the rest of the days. It was sunny, warm, breezy...near perfect. It rained a bit today, off and on, but when it didn't, it was almost as nice. It really is just beautiful up here. And relaxing. Although I had one of those moments last night, when I got all antsy and twitchy, and I felt like, That's it! I can't relax anymore!! I need to DO something! It passed, though. I got right back to laying around, reading and thinking (too much time to think can be bad, though...see above) and doing crossword puzzles. It's quite nice. I feel like I'm getting a little soul recharge, which was much needed. Thanks, Adirondacks!