it doesn't get any better than this, so run like hell
ew.
im so depressing it sickens me.
i had this big huge entry written on how i miss him, and sat back and actually read it.
im not going to get better if all i do is sit and think about my problems.
they're not going to get solved by me sitting around and moping all the time about how i might be able to fix them.
crying over 'what if' is going to get me fucking nowhere.
things are how they are, there's no fixing them.
so, i feel anxious. ill start jogging. aha.
fuck that shit.
but i will try and change.
I DON'T WANT TO BE SO FUCKING SAD ALL THE TIME. NO MORE.
no, this is the end.
im so depressing it sickens me.
i had this big huge entry written on how i miss him, and sat back and actually read it.
im not going to get better if all i do is sit and think about my problems.
they're not going to get solved by me sitting around and moping all the time about how i might be able to fix them.
crying over 'what if' is going to get me fucking nowhere.
things are how they are, there's no fixing them.
so, i feel anxious. ill start jogging. aha.
fuck that shit.
but i will try and change.
I DON'T WANT TO BE SO FUCKING SAD ALL THE TIME. NO MORE.
no, this is the end.