advice. ..

[prettyinpunk609]

my last entry was going to start of as: i don't know whats keeping me from calling rob. ahahahah now i know EXACTLY what was keeping me from calling rob, HES A SKETCH PAD!!! ahaha. he's 21, works at a porn store, couch hops in Conneticut. i didn't know all this when i called him though. he had given me his number the night before, at which he was acting like...well a gentleman. he was so rediculsly nice. i kinda liked him. but when i called tonight it jsut all clicked and i got wiiiicekd sketched out. so i gave my mom the number and told her not to pick up the phone when she saw he was calling. low and behold he calls about 5 minutes later. i coudl'nt really figure out why because i told him to call me the next day. before i could tell molly not to pick it up (again) she tries handing it to me. hahah i was like waving at her .. flailing "NO!! HANG IT UP!! IM NOT HERE" but whispering. she was abotu as sketched out as i was aha. well he ended up calling 5 more times within 15 minutes. i finally picked up the phone and told him that i was not interested and that i would see him at shows, no where else. ahah but he was wicked fucking confused, and i would be too. i mean, i HAD called him and told him to call me the next day. and then jsut stopped picking up the phone. he was like "i don't understand. im .. well i .. what??" i feel like a bitch though. i don't really know him and im writing him off. but at the same time, i know once i started hanging out with him i wouldn't keep hanging out with him.

oh well, thank you chelsea. ahaha . gooood fucking night though. XD