Apr 30, 2008 14:05
i can type 100 words per minute, when i press myself. normally i type around 70. i don't know what the average is, but i'm fairly impressed with myself, seeing as how i never bothered to time myself before.
to counter my rising financial stress, i reviewed a ton of job listings today. i sent off 2 or 3 resumes and i need to work on 2 more. joystiq is hiring writers -- i'm sure that would be stressful, but it sure would be cool to work for them.
my dad just called and didn't say anything when i told him aiden broke his leg. i don't get that. makes me feel angry though.
i hate feeling this way -- always tired, always nervous, usually on the verge of tears. i wish i could do more to turn things around. i hate knowing that all my effort is only so helpful, and that a lot is up to other forces. anyone know how to bribe said forces?
it's been around 16 hours since i last ate. no wonder i feel like crap.
love kittie
finances,
puppy,
stress,
food,
parents,
job,
aiden