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I'm in an awful mood today. Nothing has happened and nobody has bothered me, I'm just highly irritated and feel like yelling at someone. Elisha called me earlier and asked if I wanted to pick up some cheese fries with her and I told her not to come back for five to seven days. I'm not even on my period, I just like quoting 'My Girl' as often as possible. Thomas Jay can't see without his glasses. :'(
Apparently, I've also lost my mind.
This house has more people coming in and out of it than the Bronx Zoo and it's getting real hard to get used to. I've spent a lot of my time lately with Elisha and/or Britney when she's not having sex on a chair with Kevin. I've found it a little odd living with someone I don't know very well. I'm also incredibly intimidated by him so I try to stay out of his way as much as possible. I don't know if it's because he carries himself in such a way where you really don't know if you can joke around with him or if he has to like you before taking any of your idiot remarks lightly. As everyone knows, I make remarks such as those often, so.. yeah. I'm talking about Ryan for those who can't follow me.
I'm still uncomfortable being here at times. I don't want to move out and I'm not going to, but I'm sure everyone can see where I'm coming from. I know Seth and Ryan are most likely uncomfortable at points too and I don't want that. Again, that's a big reason I'm either at the Spears-Federline-Cuthbert home or I'm on the beach watching the waves crash against each other as my thoughts do the same. Nothing is making sense in life right now and I wish I had a way of putting the puzzle pieces together and figuring out the big picture.
I was about to be intellectual, but I know most people figure I can't do that so I won't shock any of you today.
Apparently, I've also lost my mind.
This house has more people coming in and out of it than the Bronx Zoo and it's getting real hard to get used to. I've spent a lot of my time lately with Elisha and/or Britney when she's not having sex on a chair with Kevin. I've found it a little odd living with someone I don't know very well. I'm also incredibly intimidated by him so I try to stay out of his way as much as possible. I don't know if it's because he carries himself in such a way where you really don't know if you can joke around with him or if he has to like you before taking any of your idiot remarks lightly. As everyone knows, I make remarks such as those often, so.. yeah. I'm talking about Ryan for those who can't follow me.
I'm still uncomfortable being here at times. I don't want to move out and I'm not going to, but I'm sure everyone can see where I'm coming from. I know Seth and Ryan are most likely uncomfortable at points too and I don't want that. Again, that's a big reason I'm either at the Spears-Federline-Cuthbert home or I'm on the beach watching the waves crash against each other as my thoughts do the same. Nothing is making sense in life right now and I wish I had a way of putting the puzzle pieces together and figuring out the big picture.
I was about to be intellectual, but I know most people figure I can't do that so I won't shock any of you today.