Ughhhhh.
Yes... me again.
So still waiting for signs of baby, still absolutely nothing. It's pretty discouraging. We have a doctor's appointment this next week so we'll see how that goes. Possibly look at different methods of inducing since I didn't want to do the cytotec way. (Ick.)
I don't know if my hormones are just going crazy... Or if it's from being on maternity leave and trapped in the house... But the past few days I've been sooo depressed. Every little thing makes me cry. And cry. And cry. So far almost this entire pregnancy I really didn't have that 'cry at everything' response. At least not like this. I just feel so down. And especially lonely. My boyfriend's still working as much as he can so he's gone most of the time. My family lives out of state. So really, I've just been sitting home by myself nonstop the past week. I just feel like I'm starting to lose my mind. The past few days especially. I do have some friends but they all work and have their own lives. Honestly I've lost a majority of the friends I have since I found out I was pregnant. Pretty much due to different lifestyles. They're mostly all still in the bar hopping/party all the time stage. So since now I can't really take part in that lifestyle anymore, they've all pretty much forgotten about me. Which is fine, I know that's how things can happen. My life is going in a completely different direction then theirs. I still can't help but feel sad about it. Some of my friends I still talk to, they'll make plans with me... then just not call or ditch me to go the bar. Which is honestly more insulting than just ignoring me completely. Why bother making plans and claiming you 'miss me so much' if you're just going to turn around and ditch me? Ugh.
I think it's time to join a soccer mom club. Or something. I need new friends. :P
Did anyone else go through super crazy mood swings/hormones right at the end? Cause I'm starting to feel like I'm losing my mind. I haven't felt this hormonal and upset my entire pregnancy!
Sorry for posting so much, I don't really have anywhere else to turn at this point. At least anywhere where people really understand and relate. <3
*40w4d
So still waiting for signs of baby, still absolutely nothing. It's pretty discouraging. We have a doctor's appointment this next week so we'll see how that goes. Possibly look at different methods of inducing since I didn't want to do the cytotec way. (Ick.)
I don't know if my hormones are just going crazy... Or if it's from being on maternity leave and trapped in the house... But the past few days I've been sooo depressed. Every little thing makes me cry. And cry. And cry. So far almost this entire pregnancy I really didn't have that 'cry at everything' response. At least not like this. I just feel so down. And especially lonely. My boyfriend's still working as much as he can so he's gone most of the time. My family lives out of state. So really, I've just been sitting home by myself nonstop the past week. I just feel like I'm starting to lose my mind. The past few days especially. I do have some friends but they all work and have their own lives. Honestly I've lost a majority of the friends I have since I found out I was pregnant. Pretty much due to different lifestyles. They're mostly all still in the bar hopping/party all the time stage. So since now I can't really take part in that lifestyle anymore, they've all pretty much forgotten about me. Which is fine, I know that's how things can happen. My life is going in a completely different direction then theirs. I still can't help but feel sad about it. Some of my friends I still talk to, they'll make plans with me... then just not call or ditch me to go the bar. Which is honestly more insulting than just ignoring me completely. Why bother making plans and claiming you 'miss me so much' if you're just going to turn around and ditch me? Ugh.
I think it's time to join a soccer mom club. Or something. I need new friends. :P
Did anyone else go through super crazy mood swings/hormones right at the end? Cause I'm starting to feel like I'm losing my mind. I haven't felt this hormonal and upset my entire pregnancy!
Sorry for posting so much, I don't really have anywhere else to turn at this point. At least anywhere where people really understand and relate. <3
*40w4d