::yawn:: morning thoughts.
another day in paradise...oops i mean Bradenton. bla. the drive would not have been so bad if my MP3 player would work in my moms car. but hey, atleast she gave me the car "back" to drive. speaking of cars,, i just got off the phone with the saturn place. they finally have my car and are in the process of fixing it. i cant wait to have it back. :-)
so, i guess im going to talk to the Dr. and find out if he wants me to take the office manager position down here until he hires someone else or indefinetaly. my wallet kind of hopes for the indefinate part, while my body (due to sleeping later) and car miles say just in the meantime. Once im up out of bed i like being up early. Its just the actual initially "getting up" part that makes me hate life. I've never been a morning person, but i can admit that i get up much earlier than i used to.
1 of the many things on my to-do list today is to maybe look for someone to "talk to", like a professional. perhaps i just need a really good friend. in any event, there are some things going on in my head that seem to be getting worse. i guess i fear that if i keep bottling it all up inside, its going to implode and cause some serious damage, more than what it already has.
oh,, and i had the wierdest...well it wasn't all that wierd but i dreamt something a little unordinary at this time about someone i know....hmmmm, wonder what it means.
::sound of billing machine buzzing::
oh the glorious sounds of work calling.
"unselfish in her suffering she could not understand
that no one seemed to have the time"
so, i guess im going to talk to the Dr. and find out if he wants me to take the office manager position down here until he hires someone else or indefinetaly. my wallet kind of hopes for the indefinate part, while my body (due to sleeping later) and car miles say just in the meantime. Once im up out of bed i like being up early. Its just the actual initially "getting up" part that makes me hate life. I've never been a morning person, but i can admit that i get up much earlier than i used to.
1 of the many things on my to-do list today is to maybe look for someone to "talk to", like a professional. perhaps i just need a really good friend. in any event, there are some things going on in my head that seem to be getting worse. i guess i fear that if i keep bottling it all up inside, its going to implode and cause some serious damage, more than what it already has.
oh,, and i had the wierdest...well it wasn't all that wierd but i dreamt something a little unordinary at this time about someone i know....hmmmm, wonder what it means.
::sound of billing machine buzzing::
oh the glorious sounds of work calling.
"unselfish in her suffering she could not understand
that no one seemed to have the time"