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Dec 13, 2008 18:05

you left so fast
your cigarettes were still on the table
and your picture was still in that frame on my dresser
thanks for giving up so fast
i hadnt even make it out of bed yet
its not so easy to paint your picture on walls anymore
ive forgotten the color of your eyes
the lines inside your palms
the creases next to your eyes when you smile
maybe i havent forgotten as well as ive made it sound
you left so fast
your cigarette was still smoking in the ash tray
your smell was still on my pillowcase
the bed was still warm where you slept
my arms were still around you
whos your friend
and whats her name
not the one she leaves on our, i mean my machine
im sure its what i think
because you are a good looking
and ive seen your face from across the bar when you thought i wasnt looking
you left so fast
the beer wasnt even cold yet
my make up wasnt even on
at least give me that much
enough warning
time to prepare
you left so fast i could swear you were still breathing on my neck while i slept
whispering things you would never say if i was awake
and we never finished the argument of who needed who the worst
you left before i got to say id marry you...
every single one of your personalities
even if they all didnt get along with me so fairytale well
i told you
come a little closer
and in the morning
your cigarettes were abandoned on the table
the truth is
they are still there
alot like me
alot like you used to be
they kill slowly
and you left so fast
the smoke was still in my lungs
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