still in love.......
I hate this feeling. I still love him....Im not over him, hes moved on and im not over him. Its so wierd usually im the one who moves on but i cant. This really sweet guy asked me out and i turned him down because he has no reason to be the victim of rebound. I have has one hookup since and i wasnt even interested in it, i just thought it would help me....but 1) what a shitty kisser and 2) no one compares to him. I feel bad feeling this way because for some weird reason i feel like im holding him back, i know im not, obviously. I just cant help my feelings, i guess. I only liked one guy since the break up and i dont know if was me liking him or his striking resemblance to HIM, but it doesnt matter he didnt wait for me, new gf. I just want my ex back i just dont know how to tell him without making myself vulnerable, any ideas?