Here's to 04
Hey.
Its been awhile since i wrote in this thing. I've been wanting to because so much has happend. These last couple weeks were action packed. Let's start from where I left off.
I think it was I got home. Home was kind of good. Uncle Noel came down from NYC. He kicked me out of the room I was staying in. That sucked. I was all set up too. No warning, banished to the couch for the rest of the time. That was a downer. On a high note, Max got grouned. He failed his final pee test in drug counseling. What a shit storm that produced. THats what he gets for being cocky.
Christmas was ok. I got some clothes and some money. I got this coat and this mp3 player, but I didn't want them. This year, I'm using the money to buy this amp off my friend mike. I've been wanting a new amp for a while, and now I have it. I rule!
Also, my friend gave me some E for christmas. I rolled in a flower shop. It was amazing. So much fun. However, I think it has been changing me. Things are different between my friends and I. They seem so distant all of a sudden. Also some of them are doing the yayoski. THat shit makes me uncomfortable and sad. I wish they wouldn't do it. But I can't boss them around. I have these streaks where I get really bossy. Its bad. What I think it is is sexual frustration. This seems to happen with my female friends. I get this stupid complex about how I think they are my girlfriend. I boss them around, and then they go and do something that I dislike. Its stupid really. I mean, who am I to say what they should and shouldn't do. I just need to get over it.
Well, 2004 is going to be big. As Dave says, big things are gonna happen. WHile I don't think they will be big like in a global stance, it will be big in my life. Since last semester sucked so much ass, thenings have to turn around. It feels like I'm standing on an edge of cliff. I can go down, all the way down to my failure, or go up to the heavens. Become a star. Become part of the heavens above, that shine down on everybody. Big things are coming. I can feel them. Many things.
One of which is my lifestyle. I have been the laziest mofo of all time. This next semester, a complete change. Gonna cut back on weed. Gonna eat better. Gonna workout. Gonna play more guitar. Gonna write more songs. Gonna find a job. Gonna do well in school. The problem is, I don't know if I'm going to fail like all the other times before. In my mind i see this happening. I will go up. I will lose lots of weight. Women will soon when I walk into a room. I will be rich. I will be able to manage my money. I am not going to flake out on my friends. I am going on a spring break vacation. I am going to be the best person I can be.
With that said, 2004 - This bowl's for you.
Peace. And Happy New Year.
Its been awhile since i wrote in this thing. I've been wanting to because so much has happend. These last couple weeks were action packed. Let's start from where I left off.
I think it was I got home. Home was kind of good. Uncle Noel came down from NYC. He kicked me out of the room I was staying in. That sucked. I was all set up too. No warning, banished to the couch for the rest of the time. That was a downer. On a high note, Max got grouned. He failed his final pee test in drug counseling. What a shit storm that produced. THats what he gets for being cocky.
Christmas was ok. I got some clothes and some money. I got this coat and this mp3 player, but I didn't want them. This year, I'm using the money to buy this amp off my friend mike. I've been wanting a new amp for a while, and now I have it. I rule!
Also, my friend gave me some E for christmas. I rolled in a flower shop. It was amazing. So much fun. However, I think it has been changing me. Things are different between my friends and I. They seem so distant all of a sudden. Also some of them are doing the yayoski. THat shit makes me uncomfortable and sad. I wish they wouldn't do it. But I can't boss them around. I have these streaks where I get really bossy. Its bad. What I think it is is sexual frustration. This seems to happen with my female friends. I get this stupid complex about how I think they are my girlfriend. I boss them around, and then they go and do something that I dislike. Its stupid really. I mean, who am I to say what they should and shouldn't do. I just need to get over it.
Well, 2004 is going to be big. As Dave says, big things are gonna happen. WHile I don't think they will be big like in a global stance, it will be big in my life. Since last semester sucked so much ass, thenings have to turn around. It feels like I'm standing on an edge of cliff. I can go down, all the way down to my failure, or go up to the heavens. Become a star. Become part of the heavens above, that shine down on everybody. Big things are coming. I can feel them. Many things.
One of which is my lifestyle. I have been the laziest mofo of all time. This next semester, a complete change. Gonna cut back on weed. Gonna eat better. Gonna workout. Gonna play more guitar. Gonna write more songs. Gonna find a job. Gonna do well in school. The problem is, I don't know if I'm going to fail like all the other times before. In my mind i see this happening. I will go up. I will lose lots of weight. Women will soon when I walk into a room. I will be rich. I will be able to manage my money. I am not going to flake out on my friends. I am going on a spring break vacation. I am going to be the best person I can be.
With that said, 2004 - This bowl's for you.
Peace. And Happy New Year.