I'm still a little baffled at how two years of work could be down the drain after only a week. I miss the "me" that existed just a month ago. Sure, I was busy lusting after that idiot José, but it didn't take up my every minute of every day. God damn. Right after Sean's party, I realized that he was distancing himself from me again and I went down ( Read more... )

What kind of a person am I? I seriously don't understand the workings of my brain? And if I don't understand myself, then how can I ever possibley find somebody else who will? I am doomed ( Read more... )

Eating alone at Pepe's Chicken for lunch. It's times these that I actually enjoy being by myself, with my thoughts. I'm surprised at rather how anti-social I've been lately. Not in a bad way or anything; I'm not moody or diliberately blowing people off I just like the quiet ( Read more... )

Oh, FML. So, let's follow up on Sam: after I replied with vague plans to hang out sometime in the future that I had no intentions of ever following up on, he messaged me his phone number and told me to call him whenever I was free. I pushed it aside and forgot all about until he messaged me AGAIN:

sorry if i annoyed or scared you in anyway. the ( Read more... )

About once I day, whether I'm in the shower or just trying to fall asleep at night, I mentally update this livejournal in my head. I have this whole conversation with myself and I can even visually see the font being typed out in front of my eyes, while my voice narrates. (I'm very dramatic like this.) These "updates" are very well written and ( Read more... )

I seriously must have skipped the day they taught Flirting 101 in school. I am a socially retarded motherfucker who is incapable of tapping ass when it is presented to me. WTF, me ( Read more... )

I am 21 years old.

My mom got married at 23 and had her first kid (me) at 26. I've always known that and never really thought anything weird of it, since after all, that does seem like the approximate age one would start having a family. What I do think is weird that when I think about it, I WILL BE 23 IN TWO YEARS. Oh hi? Should we put that into ( Read more... )

How much am I loving this season's Real World? A whole effing lot. To the point where I'm looking forward to the new episode every week more than Gossip Girl. (Not that I don't like Gossip Girl anymore, because I totally do, its just I can't take anymore of Rufus and Lily and Serena and Dan breaking up every episode for retarded stuff and why aren' ( Read more... )

Oh God, I'm so screwed. It's called procrastination kids. Don't get on it. I have a huge storyboard to finish with my non-art skillz and a full on script portfolio due on Monday and Tuesday respectively. I've had weeks to prepare for these, since these are my finals. I started yesterday. Will I be working on these projects tonight? Hell no. I'm ( Read more... )

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