I saw someone who looked like the ferret boy today. He was driving a car and a father. Got the shock of my life!

Funny...I found myself missing a boy I once knew. I guess it's because recently I dated another who reminded me of someone I used to love.

They have the same look, the same laugh, the same hobbies, the same mannerisms, almost the same backgrounds...

I wonder if he ever thinks of me? Haha...Funny.

I thought I'd get a diary and pen down my thoughts again like I used to. Typing can be....I don't know, uninspiring. I've got my eye on a dairy at Prologue already, just that I don't know if I want to do that again.

It'll be bittersweet to read my writings one day in the future. Like how I feel when I read my old dairies. I don't like it.

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Sad.

It's a gray, colourless day today with barely enough clouds and chilly winds. There's a slight drizzle that will mostly likely turn into a storm soon even as I type.

I'm heartbroken and tired.

His case is to an end and the outcome is not what we expected. I guess I always knew the outcome but I allowed myself to get carried away by his hope. ( Read more... )

When I think of the things I used to do just for love, I clinch...Wahahaha!

I suppose I do care what others might think and it can affect me greatly if I know that people are laughing at me behind my back or think that I am stupid.

That is what stops me from doing the things I really want to do.

As the years stride by, I realise that I am changing. ( Read more... )

Everyday I pray a prayer that a soul can be made whole, a void will be covered with God's love and a relationship restored between God and man. If in this lifetime, with God's Will that I can change a person's heart, I will live with no regrets.

The toughest road to choose, the biggest risk to take, the greatest reward in Christ.

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It's the time of the year again. A time I never got to share with that special someone. The problem lies with me, I know. It's the hardest to move on and sometimes I feel so useless because I know it is crazy. But I am helpless to help myself.

Sometimes, the missing drives me crazy. I admit that I am stuck and nobody can save me out.

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I swear to God I want to continue to move forward and never look back! The future holds a wealth of promises and I want to keep going and never stop.

I woke up today and thought of how beautiful the world is. There's so much to do and experience! So much to hope for and to learn. I'm silently contented and just happy the way things are now.

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Things I've learnt over the past few weeks:

•  A man will always be a man before he is Christian. 
• A man can never change completely but he can understand himself and control his dark side.
• Love never fails even when a barrier has formed.
• Stupidity and stubborness are partners
• Patience is the key to love

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