I miss the old days. I miss that summer, that one perfect summer, with that one less than perfect person which made everything exactly as it should be. When I just existed.

You know, ever since I came back to Ithaca I've been wanting to leave. But since I never really looked for a way out or had a way to get out, Ithaca didn't seem all that bad. It was tolerable. Now that the opportunity has arrived, I really can't stand it here. The people are all the same, the places, the atmosphere. I need to go someplace new and ( Read more... )

It's so quiet here tonight. All I want to do is blast Ida Maria and dance around singing, but instead I'm reduced to snuggling under the covers, alone, watching CSI and muting it when the sound becomes too loud ( Read more... )

I'm bored. Work is slow. I guess I'll update ( Read more... )

Okay, so I did an update and no one really liked it. So here's a real update. Well, as best as I can do today ( Read more... )

I was told to update this. So, you know, here it is.

Update.

Thank you for participating.

Let's do a run down of last night:

Sing on stage a total of 5 times. check
Had my boobs groped by all my dear friends. check
Had a really creepy but rather nice guy buy me shots. check
Hid quarters in my boobs, walked up to Mike DB, and said "There's a quarter hidden somewhere on my body. Wanna do a treasure hunt?" checkHad a hand go down my pants ( Read more... )

Blah blah blah Obama blah blah President blah blah blah black blah blah blah YAY!

That sums up how I feel.

Oh, except that I voted for the first time last night - for Obama - and it felt awesome. I wore my "I voted" sticker all day today, too.

Why why WHY am I such a social fuck up? Why can't I be eloquent and smooth and instead stumble over words and become flustered when a cute boy asks me to lunch and I come off as a snotty bitch? Why am I only comfortable in social settings only when I have consumed quite a bit of alcohol ( Read more... )

I haven't actually done a lot of work at work today because 1) it's Monday, and no one wants to actually work on Mondays and 2) I've spent most of my morning researching a new diet ( Read more... )