I think my Dad and possibly Amy think that I want to be a man because of some ingrained misogyny. It might be so, but Dad seems to think this is true of trans men in general.

Yep. I decided to step firmly over the line, instead of straddling it. Maybe that makes me binarist, but honestly, who cares? I'm just trying to be happy.

Still a genderqueer sort of man, but anyway. What? I like dresses! Can men not wear dresses? Now who's being the gender police!

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Just a few more years, then I get to go on T. Hopefully less time ( Read more... )

Because, you know, sometimes I'm a woman. (If anyone who doesn't know me reads this entry, then you also need to know that I'm FAAB, although you could probably infer that.)

...if I might not really be just a butch woman?

( lots of stuff, ZINE ZINE ZINE )

I talked to my psychiatrist about testosterone the other day, what I wanted out of it, what I didn't want, planning to make a chart of how often I want it, etc, and she was very listen-y and supportive. She told me she's not an expert with hormones and gender identity, so we'd have to look for an endocrinologist to supplement my chemical intake, ( Read more... )

 And I'm not stopping now.

DAMN I WISH I COULD PASS AS A MAN.

Thing is, I bet my *body* could pass, with my binder and a pair of socks. It's my goddamn face that throws me off. Maybe I just need a better haircut?

This causes me a lot of stress when I'm in boy mode.

Cowboys and Aliens ***

First off, Daniel Craig is HOT. And an excellent actor, with a surprisingly pleasant Western American accent. Lower than his real accent, I think. The film was enjoyable, although I wish more alien movies were like Star Trek or Doctor Who, where the aliens don't fall into the following stereotypes: noble savage (and victim ( Read more... )

 My dad suggested starting from scratch and seeing where that took me. (Like fanfiction of my own work.) I think it's a good idea, though difficult. But writing's not supposed to be easy, is it ( Read more... )

( archetypes, transformations, transfolk )