May 07, 2004 17:34
This Mother's Day weekend is going to be wonderful for the Doroughs and the Dorough-Robsons. ;) Shane and I are meeting with the rest of the family and having a huge barbecue for Mama. It should be a fun, happy time. Then, sometime next week, he and I are headed to Australia to spend some time with his mother. I look forward to seeing her again, to hug her, talk to her, everything.
Speaking of Mother's Day, I think both Shane and I are starting to seriously warm to the idea of having children of our own soon. We've been talking more and more about it lately, and I think we're both thinking of starting to try soon. We've been married for over a year, and--yeah. We want little ones of our own.
I know Shane will be a wonderful, loving, strong father, but I constantly doubt myself, and if I will be a good mother. Sometimes, I wonder if I'll be good enough. I just--I don't know.
I'm so insecure sometimes. I really need to stop that, don't I? Haha. I'll try to work on that.