1] When did you last have sex ( Read more... )

My last post was quite short. So I'm going to post a real post ( Read more... )

I started working 2 jobs and going to school. Too much. I put in my 2 weeks at Big 5.
Me and Eric broke up in February. Dated a few guys. Met my soulmate.
I've never been happier in my whole life. I love it.

I'm upset, and confused. I like this boy... a lot. Way more than I should. I thought I would be able to control how I feel about him, but for some reason, I just can't. He's on my mind constantly and I dream about him, and when I am around him I feel like I could fly. He makes me so happy and I never feel insecure or self-conscious around him ( Read more... )

It's not like before. I don't miss you for the fun. I don't miss you for the money. I don't miss you for the car or the stability or the security ( Read more... )

So, I have finally come to the conclusion that I am a very stupid woman. I have screwed up some of the best things in my life out of sheer selfishness. I don't even know how to feel right now. I miss Dan. It's horrible of me and all that and selfish, but I miss him so much right now that it is unbearable. I cannot believe how much of an idiot ( Read more... )

I don't want to be here anymore. I don't feel like I matter to anyone anymore.

Ok, so life sucks. I don't have any friends. The boy I like doesn't like me... he's just playing games. I am still in love with my ex, but everyone I know hates him and would make me feel like shit if I ever went out with him again. Dan's an asshole. If I don't date him, I'm the biggest bitch in the world. My parents barely talk to me anymore ( Read more... )

So, Ihaven't written in here in a very long time. Eric and I broke up, and he's psychotic about it. He started yelling at me at work, calling me a whore and what not. He honestly scares me half to death, so I'm quitting my job. Hanging out with Dan again. My two best friends are better friends with each other than with me, so that kind of ( Read more... )

( let's see how much these have changed )